It's not me
Words and Music: Giovanni Lapelazzuli
    

I was in Palinuro, on the beach, late at night, close to a fire...when I wrote this one. I can't remember precisely what was wrong at that time, but I think it was the new University experience that carried me down. Everything was ok with the exams and the thing I studied and I was going to study, but there was something missing in my life. I thought people started looking at me as a very good student...and that was not what I exactly wanted, that was not the right image of myself I wished to give to the others. I thought my life was going to start turnig around things and concepts which didn't really matter at all...and that was not me!!!

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I'm wearing this hat again, I know it doesn't fit me but none could say
And I walk with this hat all the time, I feel proud I feel safe but It's just for a while
'cause it's tight and begins to hurt
And the pain oh it gets so hard but I know I deserve it 'cause I've chosen that hat
In this moments I just want to leave 'cause I know far away I could find what I mean
and with the passing time I waste all my chances  
It's not me It's not me this boy you see
It's not me It's not me this face that bleeds
Do I am in time to see my tears agian?
It's not me It's not me this boy you know
It's not me It's not me this wound that grows
There's no time There's no time and I watch the wind that blows
All the others they think I'm right,
But I know that's not true 'cause this hat is not mine
What will happen if I threw it away?
I'm not sure but I think I would be back again
Well I'm restless but It's not enough
It's not me It's not me this boy you see
It's not me It's not me this face that bleeds
Do I am in time to see my tears agian?
It's not me It's not me this boy you know
It's not me It's not me this wound that grows
There's no time There's no time and I watch the wind that blows
Today I'm not to blame, I lay on the sand and I'm nearby the flame
And my senses oh they're rising so quietly
They've been sleeping they've been staring at the time for a while
And this person discovers himself once again